12 months and counting...

February-
You see me and made sure that I will not get out of your sight. It was the time I never imagined I would be fooled by you. Lollipops and coffee took me away.
March-
It has been a good month for us. You are so sweet and you swept me off my feet
April-
I knew that at this time I am willing to devote time for you. I started to embrace honesty and faithfullness as it has been agreed when we jumped into the relationship
May-
You have been there for me at the time I am needing of somebody. You never left but I started to feel that we are falling apart.
June-
The lies has started to come between us. I do not mind it because I am hopeful enough to trust you that you would not lie. I was able to choose you over my friends.
July-
They say that the 6th month would be the toughest, I thought they are not right or I tried to believe your lies.
August-
Definitely, you broke my heart and left me for somebody else. Or not somebody else, she was someone you loved or love for a long time.
September-
I resolve myself to live with myself. I have been a refugee of my friends' love and care. They were there for me and you were with someone else.
October-
I started to move on and be contented being alone. Anyway, I have been alone before you came into my life. I can still live and I have to believe that
November-
You said you love me until this time. You tried to get us back again. And again, I was fooled
December-
You were there and got closer to my family. They had accepted you for who you are. But you are so stubborn that you can't accept them to your life. You tried to prettend that you like to be with my family. You left and returned saying that you love me and you will rectify everything because you are still the man I love or let me put it this way- you were still the man who fooled me
January-
You broke my heart again and asked for emotional freedom. I gave it to you because you asked me so much for that.
February-
I pretended that you are still there. You are not seeing me anymore
March-
I accepted it already that we are not us anymore. But you tried to keep us intact.
April-
You liar! You are back again with her.
May-
I still lie to myself. I want to hear it from you but you kept on lying to my face.
June-
I am putting a break on the break up. I do not want to keep hurting myself while you are very happy playing with me while being with her.
July-
I am tired already. I am starting to go crazy. You are accusing of me of something I did not do when for a year, I had always been with you wherever I go. I hope to remember the good times we had but you made so much hell, I can only remember how you hurt and trashed me.