i will stay because i love you and just because....

after all you have done with your life, you just realized to rectify everything with your life.



you want to raise money for what? i do not understand any bit or piece of what your goals are. i know you are not telling me all your plans.

what ever is happening now, i am hurting. and though i am hurting so much, i still want to be with you. it is because you told me and asked me before to stay with us and we will create a future together. if you are not going to be strong for us, i shall be the one to be the strong one. even though if i am left with nothing because your previous relationships has taken everything about you, i will still love and take care of you.

they had told me that nothing is practical to what is happening now but all i could see clear is my love for you. i wouldn't be able to face my future without you. i have plans ready to be implimented without you but they are empty. those are plans without reasons or direction if it is not with you. those plans are not worthy without the reason that is you will be gone.

you are stupid. you think you will be able to solve all your problems alone. you are filled with stubborn pride. you think that you will owe one big debt of gratitude for your whole life if i will help you. you are a stupid tiger that wanted to be strong. but truly, in your own little room that only I who could see, you are timid and you are just a kitten. you need me much that you just don't want to admit that because you are filled with pride and you are stupid.

whenever you are with me, i know that it is the only time you could sleep deep and well. the only time you could rest your whole body and mind. the one time that peace visits you. it is the only time i could see a boy resting after a long day of playing at the school. and even though you are at peace, when you embrace me, your arms are locked. they are like they don't want me to go.

that is the one simple reason that belongs to a thousand more little and big reasons i want to stay why with you. that simple one is enough to fight the reason the world can set for me to leave you.

one thing is clear, i just want to be with you for the rest of my life because i love you....